Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Motivation and Self discipline

Sometimes I think motivation and self discipline is something you have to go and get and hang it around your neck to make sure you won't loose it...

I have lost mine more times than I can count. Some days it is just GONE: Plans I make for tomorrow don't seem as fun the next day, goals I put up for myself don't seem that important after a while, and projects I start like a rocket ship may never become a finish product - ever...

I am off course a dreamer and sometimes I believe that my dreams will come true as long as I dream harder! For real! Some people have told me that it is all due to the Capricorn in me... But I don't know. Over the last day or two I have been reading a lot about zodiac signs and even if I am born Capricorn I cannot shake the feeling that I am an Aries too. I truly believe that we can be different signs in one person no matter when we are born but the question now is - is the combination of being a Capricorn and an Aries a good one????

And can I blame the lack of discipline and loss of interest if I don't see results fast to my zodiacs?? Or is it just me?

Why is it so fun to start something but not as fun to finish it? And why do I reach such a great satisfaction when I do finish something and get great reviews if I only finish a small part of what I start?! Does any of this make sense?? I am at a loss here... When do I win? When will I realize that seeing the project to its end is the better thing for me, and when will I realize that a project has to be started with respect to what has to be done, and not the satisfaction of dreaming about the finish product?

Am I analyzing myself too much right now????

2 comments:

  1. I don't think being a Capricorn makes you a dreamer exactly- I think it makes you a planner and someone who is willing to work hard to go after her goals! I actually do astrological charts (the full ones based on your exact time and place of birth) and would be happy to give you some insights if you like. You just may be an Aries Rising or Aries Moon! (BTW, I am an Aquarius, with Capricorn Rising and Aries Moon. No wonder we get along!)

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  2. Hey Robin,

    I would LOVE your help in figuring this out!!! I once did a test, kind of what you are explaining but I don't remember what it was based out of besides for time of birth.

    So what information do you need???

    My husband is an Aquarius and a true one too - but I didn't realize it until I started reading about it. He is truly dancing to a different drummer than the rest of us, think that he knows everything, and will not accept help unless he has requested it to the specific details...

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